Kicking!

Baby is kicking!!!! 😀 I’ve felt little “bubbles” popping on the inside of my tummy for a few days-ish. I think. Have to be really still to feel them! But it’s just like what Aunt Jenna described. It’s so little! I think of my tiny little guy (or gal!) moving around in there. Are they…

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Intuition

I need to write! It’s been 13 weeks and 3 days and I’m finally out of the first trimester. Whew! SO much is changing. Everything is making sense and my entire personality is shifting. Everything is becoming clearer, the important and the irrelevant. My emotions are RIGHT HERE. No hiding or faking anything; doing so…

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The Truth About Pregnancy

This woman is jammin’ my jam: https://amp.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2012/jan/23/pregnancy-first-trimester-symptoms “First trimester? Worst trimester.” “…the four major food groups: bread, butter, mashed potatoes and chips” (Mine are: bagels, instant mac-n-cheese, smoothies, and milk) I can’t even articulate how amazing it is to hear someone else going through the same thing. Everything is a secret and I just have…

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Body image

A lot of preggos go into their baby-making adventure expecting their body to change… and not necessarily for the better. It’s a known sacrifice. I know I’m going to lose my abs and put on weight in the butt/hip/thigh area. I may get stretch marks and vericose veins. My ankles will swell and my feet…

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Souls

Look, being pregnant has made me start to believe in souls. Because sometimes I just feel this inexplicable presence, like my baby’s here with me. The first time it happened was four days after I ovulated. I was standing at a computer doing nothing in particular (maybe cruising BUZZFEED for example) when I suddenly felt…Continue reading

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Boobs

I’m here today to talk about BOOBS! They’re squishy. They jiggle. They mainly don’t do anything…. except attract mates 😛 And now, ladies and gentlemen… drum roll, please …mine are growing milk ducts! Tragically, it’s not as pleasant or enjoyable as one might hope (though still frickin’ awesome!). The ladies are basically sore 24/7. And…

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Vulnerability

I’m having trouble tonight. It’s about 10:30 pm and I can’t sleep. I’m too exhausted. I’m in a stranger’s home, the third airbnb since I’ve been in Boulder. It’s Sunday night so I haven’t figured out where the nearest cafes and grocery stores are for the week. I tried to go to Walgreen’s for one…

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