What it feels like

I’ve been dreaming about being pregnant for ages. But what would it be like? How does it feel? How bad is this “morning sickness” everyone talks about? Why don’t people just power through if they feel so tired? Well, I’ve now experienced it for five whole days. The first trimester lasts 12 weeks?! The first…

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Personality

Ok so there’s something we need to talk about. I am experiencing a major personality change. OVERNIGHT. Literally. On Saturday (w3d4) I had a very faint positive test. Felt pretty normal all day, maybe a little tired (which I attributed to all my recent flying). Late Saturday night/early Sunday morning was when Richard came into…

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The Smells of Today

BOOZE! ALCOHOL! Beerbeerbeerbeerbeerbeerbeer. So drunk I could count the number of drinks. Alcohol everywhere, alcohol floating lightly on the air, alcohol a sudden cloud in the whole motorhome. Don’t want alcohol, don’t like drinking, too much alcohol! Everyone is drunk, I’m not drunk, everyone else is drunk. BOOZE. Buried beneath: smoky, hidden, sinister, sly. Rich…

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W3D5

Good morning! It is Sunday, July 8, 2018. And I believe I am pregnant 🙂 Yesterday I took a pregnancy test sensitive to 10 mIU/mL hCG, and it revealed a faint positive line (anything over 25 is considered pregnant). I’m waiting at least 48 hours to retest, in theory once hCG levels have doubled. Yesterday…

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